Swine Flu Vaccine for a Manmade Virus? Should I take it?

    I have been tormented with the decision of whether to take it or not.  Many of the websites I read talk of a conspiracy that is currently going on to take over our government and socialize our country.  They fear this is an underhanded attempt to somehow harm the people who take it or somehow control them.  Although I have little doubt that our government could use some type of mind control on people, I'm not sure it would come in a syringe.  The other point they argue is that it may cause many deaths.  How would that help a Federal government that is struggling with the largest deficit ever, who has to go to China for a paycheck loan, who has bet the farm that we are going to come out of this depression someday.
     Some suggest that they are right on course for their plan.  Some suggest they are trying to create a massive national emergency so they can role in our own troops or NATO troops and guns and control the population like they do in China or the Soviet Union.  You do what I tell you to or you get a bullet, mentality.
     Some suggest high powered people are creating this situation so they can fleece the tax payers through government funded organizations like Acorn and the Tides Foundation.  Once again they refer to the FACTs that describe actual ties these people have to the communist philosophy and their way of thinking.
    Many sites I have read and some studies indicate that this virus that is so widespread through out the world cannot happen naturally.  They suggest that the only way three different viruses (human, swine and bird flu) can mutate into one living virus is through the processes created in laboratories.  They site that someone several years ago like back in the late 90s actually created the idea for a patent, of the vaccine for this specific strain of virus which has never existed in mankind's recorded history until now.   They also refer to the actual audit of government run virus labs and their admission of the loss of these same viruses just before this whole H1N1 virus began it's, tour de force of a worldwide pandemic in record time.  Several other incidence are referenced such as vials of this combined virus "accidentally" exploding on trains in foreign countries, coincidence I'm not sure.  There is so much evidence out there now that points to a conspiracy to create a world wide flu pandemic for some unknown purpose.
     The possibilities of conspiracy theories are unlimited, and tie that with our government built concentration camp style detention centers built all over the country just in time for this pandemic not to mention the building of mass burial sites strategically located in different areas of America.  It's enough for me to say what in the @%$$ is going on in our great country.  Do I really want to put my faith in the governments supposed gesture of a helping hand?  Do I believe their actions hidden behind the scenes and never reported by what some call the government run media; are trust worthy.  If an ax murderer comes to my door and I see he's trying to hide an ax behind his back and he says he's here to help, should I open the door and take him on his good word?
    To me actions speak louder than words.  It pains me to say that I no longer have unconditional faith in my governments good intentions.  When I was serving in the military I swore to lay down my life for the protection of my country and the protection of my constitution and I lived by that oath.  Now it would seem that our leaders are trying to change our country by underhanded means.  They pass new bills without even reading them.  There are stories of military style, national police forces patrolling towns in America and having connections to the CIA, and being funded with government money.  No I have no faith in our government doing the right thing for America anymore.  I really see the possibility that we are moving to a New World Order (NWO), one King to rule all of the world and the possibility of this is truly scary to me.
     So back to the original issue, do I have faith in this vaccine that may actually help only 1 out of 20 people who take it?  A vaccine that has no track record to review for effectiveness and or side effects and or deaths. The vaccine being pushed by the same people who pushed for immediate approval of the bailouts, that are only bailing out wall street.  That had to be approved without delay and without study of what they would really do.  Once again America is being asked to blindly follow our leaders advice because if we don't the consequences are so dire we will never survive.  We cannot rely on the natural protection mother nature has equipped every living creature on this planet with.  No the only way to prevent getting sick, to prevent having what many who have caught the swine flu, have described as just like the regular flu. Mind you they survived just fine and still we are being told the only possible answer is immunizations.  I say B.S. I will take put my faith in mother nature, I will load up with vitamins A, D, C, and B.  I will try to avoid those showing signs of the flu.  I will eat chicken soup and if all else fails I will take the punishment of having the flu.  But I will not take a vaccine that is untested and may like every other flu vaccine I've ever tried in the past, create flu like symptoms.  No I have never come down with the flu, I have only ever experienced flu symptoms when I tried the regular vaccine.  When I have lived on this planet for over 40 years and never contracted the flu, ever.  I ask why should I mess with the gift God and mother nature have given me.  Why would I take a vaccine that is unproven and may only help 1 in 20 that actually receive it?  If it doesn't kill them. I will unlike our government take the time to read the bill, walk slowly into the dark when I am unfamiliar with the surroundings and only spend within my means.  I do not believe in blindly running full speed ahead into what may be a pit, straight to hell.  No matter how bleak a picture they try to paint and how much of a panic they may try to create, I put my faith in the 10,000 year old track record of the human body to survive and I only place my blind faith in God.
    God Bless You All